okey, I gonna post something personal in a moment, is gonna be a long post, is gonna talk about my family problems and is gonna be about asking for help, is a big and important thing for me and I feeling so nervious becuase my whole life and parents relationship have always been “asking for help outside your family is humiliation and disgrace and people will try cutting your hands off once they see how pathetic you are”
I just want to entablish that, I will post it and I will still act as myself, trying to post art, working on projects and more; becuase asking for help should not make me feel pathetic or miserable, if you want me to explain furtehr after I post it, you can privately ask me, but I will keep being cheerful and happy becuase that’s who I am and not being that, indeed would be a disgrace for my own person
