I really feeling pretty bad about many things including this blog

because sometimes I feel like if I anoy people when I start doing a bunch of things about shippings or my weird creepy art and they probably see me as a silly person to be around, I’m probably too loud and uncomfortable to talk with, and I feel very bad about those things because I just make that since we are not that big of a ship when it comes to contributions and I feel sad for it, so I try making as much as I can, but I probably enbitter many people acting that way, maybe I should jump off the fandom and the ship and just do my own weird things which nobody will really mind and forget eventually of everything else, I dont wanna be there just to make others feel mad with me