5 Dec 2016

okey so, this is about the other day’s post, the internet thing is still on 50/50 chance of being taken or not

On other stuff, I’m alright, I mean, as alright as one is when knows perfectly well that their parents are Norman Bates’ type, so yeah, alright, the point here is that yesterday I was more in a irritate sense with myself about getting in such situation becuase is kinda my fault that I always forget to keep my guard up and try thinking that I can get honest motherly love from my mom if I just try HARDER, I mean, is not even the first time it happens, but at least the others I have know when to move so yeah, I’m kind of more angry at myself about this situation becuase I always forget!!

the thing is that I’m currenty fine-ish and thanks for caring you folks, thats very important for me and I really meant it!

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lickoutyourbrains replied to your post “okey so, this is about the other day’s post, the internet thing is…”
I am so sorry you have to go through stuff like this, it sounds absolutely awful!

I feel is not so awful but then again I am a emotional wreckage drenching with parental issues, the point is that I feel the worse of this is always the after feeling in which you still feel so love hungry for them becuase, you are already aware they are shit…but you want them to look at you as a person worth of be loved

btw, I gonna start tagging my negativity stuff with “this kills the man“ because is my blog and don’t wanna do read mores, but also, the only form in which I know how to deal with bad stuff is in sarcastically black funny ways