while I like the idea of love/intense interest at first sight in au fics of ships I already like, but mannnnnn I hardly can take that as first interaction of most pairings, so it make it way harder for me to write a half short comic in which that just happens, becuase I just feel the characters should be more worried about their self preservation than seeing if someone has pretty eyes/good body/powerful jaws RIGHT IN THAT MOMENT than in a regretful moment in middle of the night before sleeping, which is wayyyyyyy more realistic in any context really

sometimes is hard understanding certlain films and tv critism when I’m virtually blind to recognize campiness, not in the gay way of course, but what people describe as over the top dramatic semi “bad” acting??? I guess so? in 100% legitimate way, I can’t tell if a character is acting in a way one call campy as let’s say, being weirdly excentric or loud and dramatic by their own personality choice, I just assume is what they are meant to be, liek how in comedies like naked gun everybody is adsurdly goofy and illogic in a casual way, and thats just the nature of their every day.

I just feel is mostly about what is the nature of the reality depending the genre of the story, like, horror is 1 or 2 levels more slow and accepting of the creeping shadow in the corner, while romance is 2 levels faster than our reality making the main girl abandoning her boyfrined without a word by just seeing him walking with someone else as first plan basis, comedy is like 4 level fasters while the room is constantly shaking

but when something like phanthom of the paradise for example, is told that is campy, I’m full at lost about it becuase I can’t tell in which way is meant to be, liek sure i can notice the overly fast actions and punishment in the characters, or how noisy and loud some are to show attitude, while others just keep going all erratic without trying any realistic solution to their troubles, but isn’t that how the reality of that world is just meant to be??? knowing everybody act in such way, how can campiness can be interpreted INSIDE that kind of world??

if they act in a way that INSIDE their world makes sense, then I feel they just are as they are meant to be, like a sudden dead thats meant to be taken dramatic, I can get it, it moves in the way this world does, but if this world is grimmer and more realistic and someone dies and then no more than 5 mins later someone is cracking jokes and everybody passing a good time to light up the mood FOR THE AUDIENCE….I can’t get there, you lost me and lost whatever i might feel of your drama

I don’t know, I just can’t get it I guess

*gets into making romantic comics*

my weird pan/ace “enemies to lovers” monster/villains predilected ass: *makes semi gothic horror story about finding a weird monster, getting horrifyed by it, character being a complety dumbass by sympathicing with it at cost of maybe losing a limb to help it because even dumbest sense of conscience, winking at an EVENTUAL future romantic ending becuase main character has weird beastly turn ons they just realized*

me: clearly I just can’t help being an true romantic at soul

sometimes you just do a fun thing becuase you really feel you gotta do it, anyways, an illustration I made for that mini valentines zine of venture bros, did I over did? yes, did I enjoy it all the way??? YES, and thats all that matter in the end,...

sometimes you just do a fun thing becuase you really feel you gotta do it,  anyways, an illustration I made for that mini valentines zine of venture bros, did I over did? yes, did I enjoy it all the way??? YES, and thats all that matter in the end, folks!

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