btw, I gonna start tagging my negativity stuff with “this kills the man“ because is my blog and don’t wanna do read mores, but also, the only form in which I know how to deal with bad stuff is in sarcastically black funny ways

I am so sorry you have to go through stuff like this, it sounds absolutely awful!

I feel is not so awful but then again I am a emotional wreckage drenching with parental issues, the point is that I feel the worse of this is always the after feeling in which you still feel so love hungry for them becuase, you are already aware they are shit…but you want them to look at you as a person worth of be loved

okey so, this is about the other day’s post, the internet thing is still on 50/50 chance of being taken or not

On other stuff, I’m alright, I mean, as alright as one is when knows perfectly well that their parents are Norman Bates’ type, so yeah, alright, the point here is that yesterday I was more in a irritate sense with myself about getting in such situation becuase is kinda my fault that I always forget to keep my guard up and try thinking that I can get honest motherly love from my mom if I just try HARDER, I mean, is not even the first time it happens, but at least the others I have know when to move so yeah, I’m kind of more angry at myself about this situation becuase I always forget!!

the thing is that I’m currenty fine-ish and thanks for caring you folks, thats very important for me and I really meant it!

If I suddenly not online anymore is becuase my mother took internet away again, this time becuase I…fixed her washing machine problem but in doing so she believes I somehow mess up the machine……even if it was only touching a buttom and still doing exactly what she wanted………….and after that she kind of full on punched me in the face and screamed at me about how she can’t wait to finally kick me out of home…hurmp………………so like yeah, there is a chance for me to lose internet in the coming weeks, lets hope it doens’t happen!

I’m going to follow you forever anyway, but I love the idea of the Crystal Gems as old veterans.

That’s great becuase I really have a need to draw them as an endearing group of bitter but sweet of older ladies

But your original stuff is great! I’d follow you regardless.

aw dude! thank you!!

my god! I been dropping followers like flies since I started posting original content, I feel we kind of gotta talk this

Look people, the original stuff is not gonna stop, I finally getting comfortable about posting things of my own making, so to that get used to!

That being said, I will not stop posting fanarts, I just haven’t really grabbed any REAL interest in anything of the current days, the few things I constantly think about is either doing thematic series drawings inspired by some tumblr posts about dolls and more or like doing by own redesign of stuff like batman rouge gallery or overwatch (becuase I really can’t deal with how most those guys look argh), I even would like to do this steven universe AU about the gems as oldie veterans, maybe also try another dig at my idea of presentation play of The Addams Family

so like, if any of that stuff being mentioned does interest you, you can tell me and I will put priority on start producing things from it or maybe stuff I don’t know about but you think I could in fact get hook up at, send me info to check it out, but like I mentioned above, the original things came here to stay, on that don’t be waiting I will stop, I actually hoping to even present stuff of other projects of mine aswell, hope we can be cool about it, give it a try maybe!

I’m now picturing someone in a fursuit with like a Dior evening gown overtop and I gotta say, my day is made.

that’s pretty much how is likely seem when going with your human form to any elegant or sophisticate evening at the County

thismightyneed:

now that I thinking about it, I feel i screw up on that question about formal dressing that @gretchensinister send me, I mean, why even I drawing welles as human, guy would be of course on the eldritch form, dressing fancy as human would be like going to your friend’s wedding while dressing like a park mascot but over that wearing a extremly fancy long dress, honestly, it doesn’t make sense

now this is more like it, the fancy octopi candelabra!

tho, the concept of fancy (or not) “dressing“ is kinda vague when you don’t have a substancial body extructure that is either not solid or constantly changing, I guess in case of Welles probably is more of the “just hats and jewelry“ type of fella given this factor

now that I thinking about it, I feel i screw up on that question about formal dressing that @gretchensinister send me, I mean, why even I drawing welles as human, guy would be of course on the eldritch form, dressing fancy as human would be like going to your friend’s wedding while dressing like a park mascot but over that wearing a extremly fancy long dress, honestly, it doesn’t make sense

Asked by gretchensinister

I went with Welles in the sense that he just HATES having to be formal when is not like a fun personal reason for it, they can be kind of elegant in a weird way but serious formal is such a drag for the own self so they just barely enough to make it work basically

The only times in which Welles have the full obligation to try to be serious formal is when having anything to do with bureaucracy, can’t really say much for spoilers, but let just say that Welles have it hard to be in good terms when dealing with any type of administrative worker at the County