is that one moment of the night, the one in which my self insecurity creeps on top of my back and I can’t get it out

the mightys rantthis kills the mani just want to be a good artistbut even if people sorta like my stuffis never enough to pay for it or be waiting for more material from itso i just feel like im only good for fanartsand not even becuase im that good but mostly becuase of filling what people is in big need of currently wanting