I feel I only wnat to keep drawng original stuff and addams family things as some sort of comfort art becuase I feeling ultra anxious

feeling emotional uneasy becuase my dog got an infection in the eye and the vet says is gonna be alright always that we keep giving her the meds but SOMETHING IS GROWING THERE!

I feeling pretty awfully and anxious this week and can’t sleep well, I just feel I not managing anything at all

urgh I can’t help but feeling bad when I get rejection letters from my pitches, makes me think I’m just not so good at my only quality as I think I am

Urgh my medic date is until Friday and got my pitch rejected from one of my anthologies, today is not good…

I got a pimple yesterday and now most of my cheek is all red and puffy, I no beauty queen but if I end up having a goddang desfiguring infection in my face I calling bullshit in my whole life and existence

WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE OF EARTH, HOW YOU ARE PLAYING WITH MY HEAD THIS WAY!? OH MY GOD

Once again I have my dreadful feeling that I should cut my hair to let it try regrow stronger and better but I just know how much I gonna suffer if I do it and I can’t bring myself to it

whenever I talk about myself I lost like 5 to 10 followers, oh geez, calm down guys, I don’t do it that much