#not even good at trying to get commissioned

I been to basically all places on my town and I still can’t get a frigging job!!! everything is “we call you later” or “I gotta ask my superiors to see about it“ and nothing ever come out of it, what is wrong with me????? is it how I look or how I talk? I can’t help it not being very enjoyable to look at or if I have some small verbal problems when talking, I just trying my best and getting nothing from it!